96 hrs before the D-Day

Another four days left and i feel as if i am preparing myself for the final plunge into the unfathomable ocean, although i know that i am not that good at swimming.....damn thats the only thing i wanted to do after coming to IIT.....and its still a dream.....a sense of nervouseness is getting on my spine....never felt this before.....its exciting sometimes.....a question revolves round my head all the time...."what if my GRE doesnt go well? what after that?"......i know, for the answer i have to wait till 13th oct but i wanted to know the results beforehands.....thats the tendency of human nature....u always want to know the culprit before the suspence of the story starts......and once u get to know it, u dont like watching the movie or reading the whole novel then.....well, with the preparation what i have till now, i can predict the results right away......but then still there is hope that my luck might click on that day.....oooh fuck!!!.....the d-day is 13th....the unluckiest day of this world for everybody to do anything.....i m gonna screwed up now, guarantee with a money back assurance......only thing i can do is hope against all the odds .....Jesus!!! save me.....i ll not be atheist nemore if i get through this ordeal