Happy New Year

A very Happy and Prosperous New Year to all of you lucky people who are reading my blogs regularly. Let God be with you in all your endeavors in the year 2006 and your desires get materialized. Amen!!!!

For those who never have been to this webpage....just one thing to say to them "__|_"....go to hell

coming soon...."Resolutions '06"

Wishlist - On Orkut's Request

Orkut is shitting around by asking my wishlist. So here it goes:

1. Life should allow me to 'maroo peace' everytime and any odd time i want it
2. Nobody should ask me "what are u doing now and why"
3. Neither should anybody ask "When wud u be completing this task?"
4. I sudnt feel guilty when i show my middle finger to anybody.
5. A truck full of cigarettes which i can share with my friends
6. Naturally the next thing i want is 'FRIENDS'
7. Whisky n Rum....tara rum pum pum
8. A movie sud be released everyday...Bollywood is running lack of good releases now-a-days
9. Music @ 5000watt and nobody to stop
10.Finally someone to goof up with.....he hehe

aapki kashish chords

strumming pattern D-Dx-D-Dx-D-D
D-strum down
x-mute with palm


Am
(aapki kashish sarfarosh hain
Am aapka nasha yu madhosh hain
G Em
kya kahe tumse jaane ja
G Dm Am
gum hua hosh hain - 2) - 2

Am
aapki kashish sarfarosh hain

Am G
baairiyan chav ka jaadu joh chal gaya
Em Am
deewana main hua dil machal gaya
Am G
halka dhuan utha mausam badal gaya
Em Am
roshan hua sama parwaana jal gaya
Am Em Am
jaagi re jaagi re main soyi
Am Em Dm
teri hi yaado mein khoyi
Am
ab mera jahaan
Am
teri aaghosh hain
Am Am
aapka nasha yu madhosh hain
G Em
kya kahe tumse jaane ja
G Dm Am
gum hua hosh hain - 2

Rest wud be same as first Stanza

Confused

Yippee or Shit!!!

Dont know what expression should i be giving right now. Happy because i have finally got project in the company, that too not one but two. Sad coz this means its like putting a full stop to all the masti that i have been doing in my office. Lets see!! Just god can help this company now. The conditions are not in favor of Escorts and i ll be taking extra credit for its degradation. HiHahahaha

chal fir

Back Again

Its been a long time that i wrote something of substance in this space.....well let me not waste any time and jot down a little....

As nothing is coming to my mind right now.....lets start with the place m living in...Faridabad....its a great place unless i came here before which i wasnt aware of its location on the india map.....but whats good is that it has improved my knowledge a lil bit.....however small it may be.....improvement in GK is always appreciated...isnt it.....jokes apart....its a nice place to be in except the traffic jams, the dust along the roadsides, the food and the climate.....and yea add shopping malls too coz i have been to noida and was half fainted when i saw the malls there.....

That was about the place....now the question is what am i doing in a place like this?.....Job....the next question would be what kind of a job am i doing?....its kinda difficult to explain....R&D work...thats what they say.....

shittt....times up.....need to go home...office hours over...rest in another blog

"allah ke bande" chords

The easiest version of chords for "Allah ke bande" by Kailash kher...enjoy

G D
Toota Toota Ek Parinda Aise Toota
G
Ke Phir Jud Naa Paaya
G D
Loota Loota Kisne Usko Aise Loota
G
Ke Phir Ud Naa Paaya

D G
Girta Hua Woh Asma Se
D G
Aakar Gira Zameen Par
D
Khwabon Mein Phir Bhi Badal Hi The
G D
Woh Kehta Raha Magar

G
Ke Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
C
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega
G
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
C
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega

(Same as verse one)
Kho Ke Aapne Par Hi To Usne Tha Ud Naa Sikha
Kho Ke Aapne Par Hi To O O O
Kho Ke Aapne Par Hi To Usne Tha Ud Naa Sikha
Gham Ko Aapne Saath Mein Lele Dard Bhi Tere Kaam
Aayega

Chorus:
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega
Aa Aa Aaa

D G
Tukde Tuke Ho Gaya Tha Har Sapna Jab Woh Toota
D
Tukde Tuke Ho Gaya Tha Aa Aaa Aa
D G
Tukde Tuke Ho Gaya Tha Har Sapna Jab Woh Toota
D
Bhikre Tukdon Mein Allah Ki Marzi Ka Manzar Paayega


Chorus:
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega
Toota Toota Ek Parinda Aise Toota
Ke Phir Jud Naa Paaya
Loota Loota Kisne Usko Aise Loota
Ke Phir Ud Naa Paaya
Girta Hua Woh Asma Se
Aakar Gira Zameen Par
Khwabon Mein Phir Bhi Badal Hi The
Woh Kehta Raha Magar
Ke Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Allah Ke Bande
Allah Ke Bande Hasde Jo Bhi Ho Kal Phir Aayega

"Aap ki kashish" chords

This song from Aashiq Banaya Aapne is running up in the box office....these chords will surely help play the song the way it is in the movie....play it fast without muting, u can get the feel of the remix version of this song


Aap ki kashish
G#m-------------D#
sarfarosh hai
G#m-------------D#
aapka nasha
G#m-------------D#
yun madhosh hai
G#m-------------D#
kya kahe tumse janeja
D#---------------F#
gum hua hosh hai
G#m
gum hua hosh hai
G#m



Duba rahu sada
G#M

Tere khayalon mein
G#M--------------F#

uljha rahu sada
F#

Tere sawalo mein
F#-----------G#M

Tere bina kahin
G#m

Ab na khayaal hai
G#M-----------F#

Jaaneman tujhpe to
F#

Jaan bhi nisaar hai
F#-----------G#M

Jaana re jaana re maine jaana
G#M-----------------------------F#
Tu mera tu mera deewana
G#M-----------------------------F#

Na meri khata
G#m

Na mera dosh hai
D#

Aapka nasha
G#M

Yun madhosh hai
F#

kya kahe tumse janeja
D#---------------F
gum hua hosh hai
G#m
gum hua hosh hai
G#m

rhtdm---ilovit

hers again one of my fav songs....enjoy playing this piece


Am...........................G.....
dil ko , tumse pyaar hua...
G...............F.........................E.....
pehli baar hua,tumse pyaar hua...
Am..............................G...
mein bhi aashiq yaad hua,
G...............F..........................E.....
pehli baar hua,tumse pyaar hua...
Am.....................................
chayee hai.....betaabiiii.....
Am...G.........F.....................E........
meri jaan...kaho mein kya karooo...
Am.....................................
chayee hai.....betaabiiii.....
Am...G.........F.....................E........
meri jaan...kaho mein kya karooo...
dil ko....tumse pyaar hua

Am............................................
khogaya mien khayalon mein...
Am................................................ ..........
ab neend bhi nahi hai...aankhon mein...
Am.............................................
karwatte bas badaltah hoon....
Am................................................ ....
ab jaagta hoon mein raaton mein....
Am..........F..................G...............E.. .............
ab doori naa sehni ... har lamha kehta hai...
Am............F...............G..............E.... ............
naa jaane haal mera aisa kyun rehta hai...
Am................................................ ..............
mein dewana tera bangaya jaane jaana....
Am................................................ ..............
mein fasana tera bangaya jaane jaana....
Am...............................................
haseena gori churaya dil chori....
Am................................................ ...........
churaya dil chori chori chori chori chori....

Mohabbat kabhi maine ki to nahin thi

My first ever online guitar chords for one of my fav songs ....hope its all right

Am------------------------------------------
Muhabbat kabhi maine ki to nahin thi
G---------------------------------------
kisi ki nigaahon se pi to nahin thi
F-------------------------C---E-----Dm----E
magar yeh achanak hua kya o ho ho
Am----------------------------------------------------------
tu saanson mein samaayi tu dadhkan ko churaayi
Am-------------C----------------E
kahin ho na jaun deewana tera

Am---------------F---------E
pehli nazar ka pehla nasha
F-----------------C---------Am-E-Am
dil mein utarta jaaye sanam
Am----------------------F-----E
sharma ke mujhse milna tera
F--------------------Am-----------
jaadu saa karta jaaye sanam
C-------------------------------
yeh bekarari aisi khumaari
F---------G----------Am----------
pehle kabhi to mujhpe na thi
Am-----------------------------------------
kabhi dil pe yun bekhudi to nahin thi
G--------------------------------------
kisi se mijhe aashiki to nahin thi
F---------------------------C----E---Dm------E
magar yeh achaanak hua kya o ho ho

Nooo.....its boring

My guitar strings finally gave up and three of them broke off...after all there is a limit of tolerance...So, my life is seeming to be at a halt...its very difficult to pass the time at room...other than reading and listening to music there is nothing one can do....yea of course leave the part when you use your phone...Saw mangal pandey out of frustration and it gave me a real headache in my ass...God save Aamir khan.

GV and Eval

Grand Viva was over a week before and yesterday it was the turn of project evaluation. Frankly speaking never had so much fun before in giving vivas. The profs knew we dont know anything, we ourselves knew our preparation and our standards of answering any question. But still then there is a fear of getting a 'RE' if you had any kind of arguments with any profs before. If you behaved nicely for the last four years, GVs are not going to screw you. Thats the whole funda of the vivas that i gave. Instead of asking loads of departmental fundamentals (which they are tired of coz of not getting any correct answers from me), i was asked to debate on "India's security is threatened by the openess of its boundaries to neighbouring countries" for about 5 mins. "What did u like the most in the last four years apart from this dept" and all sort of crappy questions.

Then came the Project evaluation. It wasnt fun but everybody was nervous coz this was the last thing that will fetch all of us a Bachelor of Technology Degree. So, everybody was trying to avoid an extension in this 4 credit subject. Thanx to the profs that they evaluated us very liberally and now i can proudly say
"Asheesh Maharana B.Tech"

Counting the last few days of stay in kgp. All the emotions attached with this place is pouring out like anything.

KAAL sucked

Just watched the worst print of KAAL, which had created a lot of hype in the near past. Gotto say that indian producers shouldnt think of movies which they visualized as a close version of hollywood thriller. It becomes funny, terrible and everything except interesting. Karan Johar had quite a name of making good family dramas but what he has done with kaal will surely ruin his career. I guess Ram Gopal Verma would have been the good choice for this kinda movie which makes u wait for 1.5 hrs to understand what is going on and when u do so, it ends. Attachments of emotional drama with the most important character getting killed in the end (which happens to be a direct copy from Ring where the husband got murdered) makes all of it a hoch-poch. Guess it might look good in the cinema theatres. If not, the Karan Johar now sucks as all other directors.

Moral: never watch a movie on computer or from a pirated CD. They ruin half of the fun of movie viewing.

Great Loss

My Hard drive crashed!!!!...Nooooooooo....the worst part is, it was the most important drive in the sense that it was of 40 gb. Adding to it, all my project related stuffs got erased. The data, the 3-d diagrams which took me around 3 months to complete and render, the thesis and previous seminars, rare videos which one cannot find in the lan over here, raw videos of making of TDS...bla bla. So damn of me that i was lazy enough to write those important stuffs well ahead. I think i might not now able to make it to pass this semester and pursue my job. Project seminar is in a week and i have got nothing....literally nothing to write and take reference from. It would be very satisfying if some disaster happens and the seminar got shifted for an indefinite period. Amen!!!

Moral learnt: Computers are not reliable....CDs are...so write as much as u can and free the comp

Tight Schedule

Things to do this weekend:

1. Play holi
2. Watch the 3rd season of "Twenty Four" in exactly 18 hrs. Non-stop and in a go.
3. Novels to complete: The Da Vinci Code(Dan Brown) and Love story (Erich Segal)
4. Start some project related stuffs. Damn!!! Got a seminar to deliver in exactly a month and i have done nothing..literally nothing in this semester
5. Got three assignments to submit till monday afternoon. Dunno how am gonna do it because all of them were programming based and i have zero knowledge in that
6. Lastly, some personal and private stuffs which i forgot to do for a long time due to lack of time

thats it....a happy holi to all of you as well as me...may this festival bring fun filled and colourful life ahead of you

Hatred Unleashed

Why do i hate SN? (For those coming across this word for the 1st time, its Sarojini Naidu Hall, the only girl's hostel in IIT kharagpur) Good question man!! yet very complicated. One of the major reasons is because i never loved it from the beginning. Why?? Uncountable reasons and this blog describes one of them

Getting through the IIT-JEE exam 2001 was one of the greatest thing that happened in my life. I was very much excited, not because of clearing this toughest exam but because i got to stay away from home on my own which i always wanted to experience. Rank of 1988 was good enough to pursue a bachelor of technology in Civil or Naval architecture department.

Went to kgp for the counselling and a simultaneous admission. My dad accompanied me to help me out. Both of us were sitting in a big hall, which later on i got to know that is a classroom called F-142. Preference sheets were distributed to the candidates where one has to fill his preference of departments which he wanted to join. My preference was 1. Civil kgp(B Tech) 2. Naval kgp(B Tech) 3. Civil kgp(Dual) 4. Naval kgp(Dual). I was very much clear that i would get admission in at least one of these. I was about to write on the sheet, suddenly

"Can i help you, sir?"

Dad and i looked up and saw this not very beatiful lady who was trying to be sexy with a sleeveless top and navel exposing jeans. As always, line of sight turned to the boobs and saw a tag of 'COUNSELLOR'. But they were nice...hehe

Before i could say anything, my dad went "Of course, why not. You are academic counsellor??"

She took the row just in front of us and turned back to face us.

"Yes sir. I am a third year student of Geology dept. We ppl stay here in kgp for project stuffs and help new comers in choosing their careers. We are appointed by this Institute because by this time we know very well about everything that goes on here"

"Whats your name btw" i asked

"So, what do you think our preference should be?" Dad's question over-ruled mine. Damn!!

"Let me see what you have got in your mind first"

I described her everything starting from rank to why i chose the depts in kgp.

"Thank god!! you didnt fill anything. You would have done a big mistake if you did so. Have you heard of a department called Agriculture or something. Its a dept which gives B tech degree only in kgp. None of the other IITs own it." Facing towards my dad she went on "What do u want finally from your son? A good job after he completes his under-graduate.Recently there was a passout from this dept, Vinod Gupta. Now he is in US and is one of the richest persons there. India might not need any research in agriculture but go abroad and it has got a whole lot of scope. This is the dept which opens up the doors to go abroad easily. Look at its placement statistics....100%. What do u want more?"

"Well, all these are okay but never heard of this dept before. Wouldnt that create a problem later on"

"Come on sir, once you are in IIT nobody cares about the dept anymore. Your son would be identified as an iitian and not related to any dept"

I inquired "But my prof told me to join civil or naval. He must have adviced me with some logical reasoning. How come he didnt know about this dept if this is so famous."

"You can know more of the internal things and job placements if you are a student. Professors go according to the traditional conventions. But students are practical"

"Whats wrong with civil and naval? Why rankwise these dept open first and agri opens later"

"Every dept has got some advantages and disadvantages. Look at the placement graph of these dept. None of them has got 100% (apparently civil has got 98% and naval 94%). Civil and naval opens first because of lack of knowledge among the candidates. We are here for that only...to make everybody aware of dept like these."

I said "Yeah very true....but still then, this dept has got no engineering in it. It looks and sounds like m taking a B.Sc course"

"Do you think IIT wouldnt have thought of that. If at all it didnt provide you engineering knowledge then why it is included in B.Tech course. It could have included in M.Sc as my dept is"

My dad and i went like "hmmm....thats correct!!"

She confused us totally. My prof told me something else and here i got to know a totally changed scenario. Dad and i were looking at each other curiously as what to do now.

"C'mon sir. Moreover your son would be one of the 10 B.Techs from iit that India will produce in a year. Demand is so high in market and the supply is so less. So you try to understand what importance your son would have after 4 years. Just keep in mind what Vinod Gupta did"

That was enough to change the mind of my dad and confuse me more. Dad suggested "Son...she is correct. Fill in Agriculture B.Tech First and then Civil B.Tech"

"Why civil Sir....Go for agriculture Dual as the 1st option and B.Tech as 2nd. Can you imagine if doing a B.Tech in agri can gain you so much, what would be the result if you specialize in it."

"But i dont want to read more. 5 years are too much for me to bear"

"Look at it the other way round. You are getting another degree for an extra effort of only one year. Otherwise, if you decide to go for higher studies later on, you ll have to finish this M.Tech course as M.S. that is of 2 years. So try to save one year here coz you never know of the future. You might change this mood and want to read further. That time you will realize what mistake you had done and blame me that i didnt suggested you"

"No miss....i am very clear about that. I wont read anymore at any cost"

"Okay then put agri dual in the 2nd option as you wont be getting the best dept like this"

Dad agreed to her point and me too. So my preference order changed and now its like 1. Agri(B.Tech) 2. Agri (dual) 3. Civil kgp (B.Tech) 4. Naval kgp (B.Tech). As soon as i completed filling the 2nd option, she stood and bid us good bye.

The same day i returned and directly went to my prof. My prof gave me a good dose of scoldings of not sticking to my previous preference. All through-out, i was like "sir....u dont know anything....u had given me traditional suggestions.....iit students know better than outsiders."

Finally i was peacefully admitted in Agriculture B.Tech dept. When i spend few days in kgp during 1st year, got to know about Vinod Gupta. He was 1970 passout and he didnt get any core job. He had a business mind and running software consultancy in US. Ayway, he was a ghasi at least.....that was an assurance. 1st year i hardly had any interaction with the dept. So it went cool. I saw that geophysics lady lot of times while going to the morning classes and thanked her for her help.

Came 2nd year and the placement that yr of my dept was "zero" and that of civil and naval came down to 70%. What the Fuck!! Last yr it was 100%. Now, i was totally furious. I collected funda from my hall seniors and everybody had one thing to say "tereko chutiya bana gayi be woh!!! tum SN pe bharosha kaise kar liya" (you've been cheated dear!! How can you believe SN??) I was so in a disturbed state, i would have killed her if she met me during that time. My hall president, Manish Kumar, was from geophysics also and her batchmate. He advised me to gang rape her in gyan-ghose stadium. But the anger calmed down when i started showing interest in the subjects.

I mean how can she even think of playing with one's career like that. She sat there in the name of counselling and made me fill her options and as soon as i did that, she left. That was the 1st time that i started hating SNites. And now that when i know why they do so, this feeling gets stronger and wild.

recent reasons that add to this hatred and kept on accumulating the anger will be posted soon....

[continued....]

The revolution still continues.....

As Sunny babe has given his way of filling in the blanks, lemme give it in my fashion:
[Reference: Cedia and Jerzee]

1. Beavis and______: your boy-friend together
   
2. Run_____: like a...... turtle !!!
   
3. Do you have a______: formal wardrobe?
   
4. My name is______: not what i told you
   
5. I am______: no more a single
   
6. My favorite band is______: Linkin Park
   
7. Can I ______ You: hate
   
8. ______ a tree: Hit hard on
   
9. ______ Lullibies: what are
   
10. I play the______: gigantic violin
    
11. Pass the______: kiss, please...if u dont mind
    
12. Kill me______: today otherwise you wont get any chance tomorrow
    
13. Do______: you love me?
    
14. I have to______: take a shower, its been 4 days
    
15. I feel______: dizzy....is it because of no. 14 ?
    
16. I______you: hate you coz i love
    
17. Jump for______: opportunities
    
18. ______ me: Want to have a dinner with
    
19. Love is______: a stupid creature i've ever met
    
20. To be scared is______: the weakest quality in men
    
21. I have a______: yokohama.....kiddin
    
22. Tick______: -tac-toe (Nehru intra hall table tennis competition)
    
23. Ass and ______: Assholes make a biggerrr combo
    
24. My job is to______: find another better and peaceful job
    
25. Kiss______: is the sweetest and tastiest cookie i ever had
    
26. Black_____: is what i wear all the time
    
27. Don’t let the door______: open when u are making out
    
28. Your mother and______: mo-fuckers always stay together
    
29. Siblings______: SAM...Yooo!!! I luv u
    
30. Fake______: Bills
    
31. Laugh_____: is the best solution to heart problems

Is there anything left sunny??

Rise of Uddu Sentiments

From the last few days, i have been going crazy about Uddu pop video songs. I got your question, what is uddu?? Right!!! Its the iit term given to people belonging to the state Orissa. Another famous name is Udland. Anyway, this sudden transition from english and hindi videos to oriya songs was quite incomprehensible to most the people around me. Even i dont know when, why and how i switched it. But everything happens for the best, hope this would have the same result.

Major thing one must appreciate in these videos is the selection of the actress. I dont even know, where from this earth the producers get these hot chicks with big b@@bs and ass. Everyone of them are strong contenders of Mallika Sherawat. But come to the actors, every second of them is biggerr 'chutia'(stupid) that the last one.

Yesterday, i downloaded 1.88 gb of uddu songs. No hard feelings for it because at some time or the other this uddu sentiments have to arouse. Afterall, you cant pretend to be bihari or american all the time. But the problem is that i had to delete some of my best english videos to create tiny little space for the uddu songs. Man!!! this is it, i must go and watch another one....Fucking offff..

10 things that i must do but i dont

My mom always use to say:

1. Never go away from a crowd
2. I'll kill you if u smoke
3. Alcohol isnt good for your health
4. Never lead any group....but try to be the shining star among all others
5. Never hurt anybody
6. Dont feel shy to say sorry...this single word can solve many complicated problems of your life
7. Always meet others with a smiling face
8. Never lose your composure, whatever be the situation
9. Always think and then speak....a single wrong word from your mouth can create big havocs
10. Give me a ring in every 4 days

These were some of the funde which my mom gave me just before i left home and started new life at iit. I know how it feels to be alone for the first time. Its very much difficult for people like me who never parted from his family. Home sickness is the right word to describe all these. I wrote all these funde in my diary, and always looked at them before gooing to bed everyday. But four years of frust life in kgp can change everything. And it changed me too. Here is what these funde have become and what they mean to me now:

1. You ll not be recognized unless and untill you stand aloof from a crowd. What mom wanted to say from this statement, i still couldnt figure out.
2. Mom, get ready to kill me
3. Damn supporter of you mom....I hate when people speak like idiots and behave stupidly after got drunken.
4. Here in iit mom, u have to step on others otherwise you ll be squashed like anything. The survival of the fittest counts here the most. Sorry mom, couldnt follow this one but i tried for first 2 yrs
5. Never did that till now. But since the last few days, i have been hurting people in general mostly creatures of the opposite sex. Have got some very bad impression of the girls of iit-kgp and started hating SNites for the first time
6. Actually, its not at all required till now. But when you pleade somebody and say sorry 100 times that too for something which you havent done, and the other person shows attitude, its obvious that you loose your mind. Thats what happened with me. Sorry for that again
7. Have been doing that for the last four years although many times it becomes uncomfortable for me itself
8. But the situation becomes out of my control when somebody is steadfast to shut your career and reputation. If that somebody is from SNite, it hurts the most and adds to your anger
9. No mom, tried that for the last three years but its of no use. Only one rule prevails here. Speak first and then face the consequences or try to cover it up, whatever you want. Those who think a lot before speaking misses the bus most of the time
10. Well..mom....am i not doing that ??

Hope my mom never gets to read this....Amen!!!

Politics and Me

Where on earth, the "Politics" doesnt have its existence? Be it the world, be it India, be it West Bengal or narrowing our view, be it IIT kgp. When i came here for the first time i was very much excited about the studing environment and student facility that it had. But after spending damn 4 years of my life here in this hell, it would have been better if i would have continued my higher studies being at home. The politics among the higher authorities is somewhat that can be thought of but among students, impossible for me to have even a remotest idea. I dont say that this world should be cleaner and whiter to live in, but when this creepier thing comes to supress your talents, it becomes a nuisance. People work very hard here for winning the "General Championship" for Social andCultural events as well as for Sports events (we call it GC race). Whereas in sports the results are pretty clear and everything depends on how u perform on the spot and on the field, soc-n-cult events have a different story to tell. Here its the participating halls(word used for hostels) who decides who's gonna take the prizes long time before the event is organized irrespective of how you perform on stage. This is called Inter-Hall politics which is very much filthy that u cant even think about.

Come the days of elections for Gymkhana (a body which organizes student activities), politics takes a form that can teach the regular 'politicians' a lot. Although, i was out of its reach and keeping myself away from all these till last year, this years comes with another story which shocked me totally. Initial days of my final year were totally devoted to my hall and to the politics involved in it. I know i am very bad at it when i realized that it was me who became the target of Intra-Hall politics. Finally, there was only one way out that is to leave everything and enjoy peace. One of the safest way is to just blog and think of nothing

Wish I could Dissapear!!!

Ever wondered if you have the power to "Vanish" or "Disappear" or "Invisible" or whatever you call it in your language, what it can bring to you!!!!

The first thought that might occurred to you is the "invisible cloak" of Harry Potter. But thats a different thing at all. Nobody can go through you and moreover there is this insecurity of the cloak being not covering you totally. Well, sometimes something matters than nothing.

The 2nd thought may be about the pathetic actor of Indian cinema, Tushar Kapoor, who is the invisible protagonist of the movie "Gayab". I am talking exactly of the work he was indulged in. But the major problem was that it turned out to be a curse to him and he never returned to the real world.

Third similarity i can think of is the "Hollow Man". He was also correct in his way when he did illegal (which doesnt seem to be outlawed at all) moves. But then it was natural, what can a 'Man' think of doing when he gets this unusual power. Problem here is also the same with its permanency.

The closest person is probably Mr. Anil Kapoor in "Mr. India" minus the inability to perform in red-light. But you see, he was the indian hero of an indian cinema where he has to perform the role of a God, where his holy duty is to save the poor and his country. Cut the crap. If i could have got at least that much of power, i would have lot many things to do than to lift a Hanuman statue.

There are trillion of analogies if you carry on like this

So, what do u think?

1. As a Man, if you have given the power to be "Invisible" for one day, what is the 1st and the last thing you gonna do?

2. As a Woman, if you have given the power to be "Invisible" for one day, what is the 2nd and last but one thing you gonna do? (1st and last are so obvious!!!)

PS: Invisibility in my sense means totally imperceptible to eyes (see-through ability), the tactile senses (which means no finger prints and go-through ability) but you retain the power to communicate.

am i SAD or MAD??

Things are not so easy as they look. Sometimes a little bit of confusion or misunderstanding can create a lot of havoc than what the Tsunami did. Relationships are always very difficult to understand and i can proudly say that i am not excellent in them. Why do old memories keep on popping in your life and refresh your buried temptations. Giving all of them a thought i spent around 5 hrs of my day sleeping in the afternoon. That doesnt mean that i am a regular day-napper. It just kind of laying in the bed and thinking about all the things that you have done till now to make your present relationship better. But, as i already stressed, its not that easy. People are not what you always think they are. They tend to be carried away by every other factor you never imagined. Believing someone strongly and having total faith are two very different things. And when they say it infinite times in a minute, it looks crafty.

huhhh!!!....neways....trying to get into it by writing something but it turns out to be complicating things again.....ll surely jot it down when it straightens up

SF is over

SF which in kgp lingo means Spring Fest 2005 is over but the hangover still remains.Couldnt even enjoyed a slice of it but finally i am very much happy.

Why??

All the time were spent in practicing the dance numbers for a show which was scheduled on the last day of this festival.Happy because my dance troupe performed damn good and made me proud enough to call myself its member from the last 4 yrs and even more than that it makes my head high up when i say that i m the governor of this society.The next happening is Kshitij 2005 (the tech fest) which is during 4-6 Feb....i ll make sure that i wont miss this chance of participating in all the events that it offers....So the busy days of mine are over but i wudnt be saying "i am back" or any version of that which my dear friend sunny keeps on repeating....but it feels nice to blog again after such a long gap